Wednesday, May 30, 2007

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

update!

okay, long time no news about me. i dreamt about lowell the other day. lowell, u were injured badly and u were hospitalised. and then, somehow, u were able to use you laptop that has a camera and so we web-cammed each other. u were very angry, i don't know why. heheh! and i found out the name of the malaysian actress that looks like you milles! i think her name's mira namira. heheh!

last night, i dreamt that i was in gong. in the dream, i went to the beach.... how beautiful. then i started crying..... all because i knew it was but a dream. loser eh! haha! but that got me a bit depressed when i woke up la. i didn't want to wake up because i didn't want to face reality, i wanted to remain in the subconscious land of mine that makes me happy and gives me hope.

okay, the school holiday has just began and i'm up to my nose in completing my own assignment. i've an essay due this friday and i haven't started yet. i've the materials tho, that's a strat, no?

i'm gonna buy a handphone/MP3 at a low cost but it doesn't have 2 mandatory features that'll make it a proper mobile (in my opinion). it doesn't have bluetooth and camera. haaa!its smaller than the palm of my hands, just that the photo's huge. and in case if u're wondering, yes, its made in thailand, thus SIAMphone =)

love life?
zilch. not that i'm complaining la. all those i met so far are jerks to begin with. and those that i would be very interested in are married. and hey, who says being single sucks? i see a whole lot of benefits that no one else would understand about it except only singles.

and one last thing! by now, i'm sure many would be familiar with the brazilian wax, no? i'm the sort of person who would be very comfortable with staring at myself naked in the mirror....... only if its pitch dark (okay, the sentence is an oxymoron, so what?). you know what i mean? so! sick of the prickly growth a week after shaving, i decided to suck it all in and epilate. my good old hand me down epilator somehow went bonkers at the end of it. but that's not important. the point is.... its damn fucking painful la. i'm very sure that it can't beat the pain of waxing the 40 year old virgin's chest hair and it sure beats the pain of tearing and stitching up my ligament. and its more painful than my current torn ligament on my shoulder. its more painful than my chronic backache and it works up a sweat. and not to mention, its like a whole work out because i was sweating like as if i had a 10kn run at the end of it all. but! but! but! its still satisfying because i'm all smooth and the regrowth ain't itchy. besides, the subsequent process isn't as painful (provided its not too long).

okay! that's all so far! i'll try to update as often as possible! i miss you all back in the gong! *muacks!*

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Sunday, May 13, 2007

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

mothers' day my ass

i wrote a whole lot of stuff about my mum but decided that as a daughter, i do not want to stoop so low as to complain about her. i'm born into this family and i just have to suck it in. i pray to God that i won't become her when i grow old, her negative aspects.... a whole lot of them.

on another part of my dysfunctional life... i gave a text message to shehmoo's new owners (well, not very new anymore la). this would be the third time that i texted them after he came back. and yes, all no reply. i know, i know... stop asking about him already. but i don't have a closure on shehmoo la. at least i have closures on my hamster, bird and fishes.

they all died.


but the rabbit ran away (or was stolen). i think he was stolen because we always let him out along the corridor everynight but he'll stay within the area. sometimes he'll go up or down a few floors but he'll always come back or come to us when we call him. but that one night, he just disappeared. and yes, we're still wondering where he is.

ps: masyita! how come u can tag me ah? i can't tag myself! haa! yeah, about said zahari. saw your short video clip on ur multiply. we need more people like martinsee here.

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molitics

i just saw a political clip by this guy. shows how dirrrty politics was (and still is) here in tiny lion city. i read lky's autobiography (only because i had to analyse him) and i thought he was pretty daring to admit (although not blatantly) that he 'understood' what the leftist were trying to achieve back then. he also 'admires' the yellow skinned because they were very hardworking people. what he didn't say was that he shared the same traits as some of the yellow skinned people he admired (manipulative, cunning, conniving, sly and most of all, cowards when faced with confrontations, preferring to be elusive about 'certain' topics rather than talk about them openly). but the things he accused of innocent (yes, i think they're innocent) people. appalling!

anyone knows how i can get said zahari's books? i'll pay u back =)

i just wonder what could have happened if things weren't they way they were in the '60s. politically i mean. no doubt that its lky who's responsible for our success as a nation. but why the repressive methods. from all the readings that i did (or the lack of them), repressive leaders normally have personal egoistic agendas that are channelled as political one to make them seem more socially acceptable. SMH had to make a public apology since lsl bacame the pm here (ya know, that holy goh and the *** dynasty thingy. i found that funnay la). but like i said, its a repressive form of government where anything that seem to offend the government is considered defamatory and the other party is liable to be imprisoned (if locals) or will be sued, on charges that-don't-really-make-sense (case example, that labour party guy who's name i cannot recall who had to make the public apology or face a law suit against him during the election before last, or some elections before that la).

boy would i love an open conversation with 'da' man just to see what's in his pretty big head.

will we ever have the freedom of press and speech like other developed nations do?

hmm...

wishful thinking.

just to clarify things, i love my non-malay and non-muslims friends okay. and i'm not that nationalistic. yes, i've been studying too much. if you're interested in the video (there's a 49min version and a 3min short one too), just type zahari under google (australia) video.

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Friday, May 04, 2007

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

what the!?

what's wrong with blogger thses days? they say i've got the wrong password..... blardy hell.

teaching has been kind so far. i've been caught twice by the principal and the department head for allowing my class to make noise during their reading period. heh! i was rude to the photocopy lady because i think she deserved it but another teacher said a sarcastic remark when i left. (i left without thanking the photocopy lady because she refused to help me and removed my worksheets at the staple machine while they were being stapled when i left them to place my super duper heavy stuff at my desk. and the teacher said "your welcome" as the door closed behind me. such guts they had). but after that, we said hi to each other as if nothing had happenned. such hypocrites we have in this world ey?

the other day, i asked the chinese boys to hurry in mandarin. one girl butt in and said, "cher, your malay is already bad, please don't try to speak chinese".

i love my work.

ps: my bestie was supposed to meet up with a lebo guy friend of hers in melb. that makes me miss my favourite wollies boy laaaaaaaaaaaaa. i miss marketing in woolies and perving at my favourite woolies boy. is he still working there? heeh!

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